ANXIOUS

i hate to be awfully anxious. though it is the best way to describe your fear.

but, do you know how much i want to throw those feelings in your face?

so i express it with it. 

damn, these photos are so blurry... whatever.. so..here are they

sketch

sketch

"u're looking awful anxious" - borrowed words by States.

i fear of those ties, like a dungeon. i can't get my molecules to breathe.

draw like nobody sees, nobody judges, nobody scores.

draw this while i'm listening to ADIA by Sarah Mchlachlan. dont know, this is just my idle hand request..

a note from the inside out

oh..then a cry heart out...

it feels like i've been running
into the great yard field for a thousand miles away
often times i've been look toward by turning head
and freeze after that
cause i realize i've been walking into nothing..

cause i've been through for a vagueness
dead flowers i see
pale green leaves i see
dry ground i see
gloomy sky i see
tight air i breathe

and i hear a sound of tapping
it's my heart..
tears out

hello sorrow
you accompany me again
you bring a pack of pain
memories that still remain
you picture all of those grey shadows, my anxieties
a sign for me to remember

possibly tomorrow would be brighter
may be full of colours
but i would not deny
it would coming back again someday

the sky above, the field below
i know the sorrow gonna keep on follow...